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[17 Jan 2005|12:30am] in case any of you havent noticed, I don't write in here anymore. but if you still want to read about my boring life. I have an xanga. www.xanga.com/crushmexbabyxx Create Drama?

its over! [18 Sep 2004|08:10pm] [ mood | determined ] I'm not making this entry friends only because everyone should read this. I'm changing. Because I'm tired of being me. Because I'm a stupid worthless loser. I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of having a self confidence level below zero. I'm tired of wanting to hide in a corner when I walk down the hall. I'm tired of not being able to talk to a guy, no matter who he is. I may have just lost half of my friends. And i'm obsessed with a boy who I have no chance with. But I dont care! I still have friends, its not like I'm alone. And the friends that I did have, dont even cross my mind anymore. they Are nothing to me, they're shit. And I think I'm going to take Andys advice about Josh. I dont know why, but I've been really happy today. and I know I hung Out with my friends but I always act happy with friends, but I'm not Acting. I'm really happy. I havent listend to emo music all day (I usaully listen to it all day) Instead I've been listening to music that makes me jump all over the room. I'm not going to be the quiet shy girl in the corner anymore. I'm not going to want to be in the corner anymore. I'm going to be me...a better me. 15 Created Drama | Create Drama?

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